Feed the Flowers

-In recovery since May of 2013~
17 years old and from the US
I will be here to support every single one of you, no matter where you are in your journey <3 Recovery is one of the most difficult things you will do in your life, but in the end, it will be the one thing that saves you.

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Anonymous asked:
have you talked to your therapist since you've been in the hospital? will you still talk with them during your inpatient stay or will you work only with the hospital staff? it must have been so so scary for your therapist to see you collapse like that. wishing you well carly! you are in my prayers. <3 xoxo

I am actually going to talk with her tomorrow over the phone! And yeah I bet it was scary. I texted her saying I was sorry that it had to happen at her office but she is so understanding and sweet. I will definitely keep talking with her even after resi

Anonymous asked:
youve been recovering for over a year.... youre back in the hospital.... youre out of school.... dont u think its time you beat that disorder down and gain ur life back?

Yes I always think that


Anonymous asked:
Since your a vegetarian, does the hospital respect that or do they try to make you eat meat?

Yep they let me stay a vegetarian!

Anonymous asked:
I wanted to tell you that the Emerson quote you posted a while back really has become one of my favorites. You seem like such a sweet, sensitive girl. I really hope you can learn some tools in the next few weeks that will help you begin to treat yourself, your body, & your life as valuable because you really are a valuable person & the world needs more people like you on it! Please get well Carly!

I LOVE THIS MESSAGE. Thank you (and btw Emerson is one of my faves next to Thoreau and whitman). Thank you so so so much for your support it means so much to me :)

Anonymous asked:
I hope your weekend is going alright Carly. I really want you to get better :( <3 the world needs beautiful souls like you

Thank you! This weekend has been SO boring as I didn’t have my phone and the nurses have been kind of iffy but I have gotten to catch up on my sleep and that is fab.

Anonymous asked:
Do you still count calories? And why didn't you go to school?

I don’t count calories and I’m not in school because I’m in the hospital atm. I was out of school for a few days beforehand because my weight was dropping really quickly and my mom/doctors didn’t think it was safe for me to be in school

I got me phone back yesyesyesyesyesyes

Anonymous asked:
Weird ques and random but where do you buy your bras/underwear? vs?

Yup vs all the way 😍